I AM READY FOR LOVE
The first relationship I was in was somewhat one-sided. I lacked the maturity to sustain or be in a relationship. That was just what he wanted; for me to feel overwhelmed. And I was. I hid the relationship from beginning to end and it turned out to be one of my biggest mistakes. I paid dearly for that.
Constantly I write about self-LOVE for good reason. It took me the better part of my adult life to recognize that not LOVING me meant I was incapable of LOVING anyone else. Not the LOVE you have for your family or your children; no the sacred LOVE shared between a man and a woman. I believe it is GOD-given. Not to be taken for granted. It's rare to find someone who can LOVE you through all the changes that life takes you.
I didn't realize that I was lacking the tools to have a successful relationship. Sometimes LOVE isn't enough. You have to have LOVE, understanding, communication, and FAITH in GOD Almighty to make it work; to have sustaining LOVE, enduring LOVE. LOVE never gives up. It fights to the very end. It doesn't always paint a beautiful picture, but real LOVE sees the beauty in the texture of the canvass. Real LOVE sees what no one else can see. It nutures and cultivates what others thought was useless, trash.
When someone LOVES you they can get past the parts that aren't so LOVEABLE, and LOVE you in spite of. Not an easy thing. Only GOD can LOVE us unconditionally. It is a miracle when HE sends someone who can LOVE us without condition; someone who is not our Mother, our Father, our family. We struggle as human beings to give that kind of LOVE.
I'm not looking for perfect; only perfect for me. I'm finally at a point where I can LOVE without question. I can give without boundaries. Giving LOVE only increases my capacity to LOVE. I LOVE to LOVE. I LOVE so deeply that most aren't ready to accept what I have to give. It's not a suffocating kind of LOVE, but a LOVE that empowers you to LOVE yourself and be your best. With this kind of LOVE we can change the world. Make every dream come true. Right every wrong. Your LOVE could make me better. My LOVE requires you give me your best, because I will give you no less.
Took a long time, but I'm so ready to LOVE you. I'm in a good place to not only receive your LOVE, but give you the best of me. No drama, no hurt, no issues, no confusion; I know who I am and WHOSE I am. As long as we put HIM first I can LOVE you the way you want to be LOVED.
Question: Are you ready for LOVE?