DID I GET HEALED ON THE INTERNET?! ONLY GOD AND ME KNOW
I remember being at Chute Middle School and not understanding the gifts of the Spirit. As a kid how do you explain to another kid that you see things before they happen or that you get terms and words that are beyond your comprehension or understanding? Well, I didn’t. I lied. “Ah, yeah I can read palms. This line means this and this line means that.” Did you think that I could explain what I myself didn’t understand? “Okay here’s the truth. I have gift of prophesy and GOD speaks to me just like I’m talking to you.” Well, needless to say people called me a witch and all kinds of crazy stuff. Remember I’ve already got the body of an adult. They think I’m from another country because I speak so properly; so I’m having all kinds of fun. Not! Those of you who talk about middle school and high school being the best time are so beyond me.
I’m sharing all this because I have a different understanding when it comes to the Law of Confession. I understand that you have to declare a thing and confess it as if it were. Confessing and believing GOD for it. Well, I take it literally. In the dictionary it states that confession is to admit or acknowledge something. They even go as far as to declare your fault or crime. I don’t know about all that, but this is for all those that criticize my blog and have said I shouldn’t talk about the things I discuss. Well, thank you Facebook! If I hadn’t confessed my molestation or anything else those secrets would continue to haunt me. I was shy, but I realize now I was broken. Hard to get it together when you don’t know the problem. I had suffered from depression for years, and had contemplated suicide more than a few times. Ever been so down that getting up doesn’t cross you mind? There have been times that my daughter was the only reason I didn’t do it. Unfortunately, she was a witness to those deep depressions. I think telling the TRUTH is the most freeing thing ever! Everybody knows my business now. So what!! I don’t care anymore. I’m free! In my heart, in my mind, and in my spirit I’m free! How did I ever get married so young? Or have a baby? I wasn’t ready for either one. As I heal I’m ready for whatever GOD sends my way. There’s nothing that me and my DADDY can’t handle.
Question: What is it that you need to let go of so you can move forward and be free?